Playing Mah Jong

What does the poet write about When all feelings fail, When the ennui on which youth’s pretentions embarked Are the wallpaper of the frail mind Unmentioned, unremarked, When even thoughts of suicide Would require some passion (That has long ago since died) And some energy to fashion? What does the poet write about When love and laughter Hate and spite Sit together playing mah jong In the gloaming of approaching night, Sharing memories recounted But not caring either way Till the final cong is counted And the tiles are packed away And the darkness has descended And all feelings felt have ended? (C) Barry Freeman - 13th March 2021