Play Me For a Jester

My life feels so repetitious Always wondered how I ended up this way Life's made me ambitious My mind's still suspicious I'm going to shake off the negativity Chanfe my mind frame Build the energy to remain sane today You can't take my longevity away You may try to deceive me Play me for a jester Play me for a fool I read your game plane before you noticed How do you think you are We play by my rules You think you can win I see your hidden agenda If I'm not offering then you better be limber Because I give when I'm ready and it's going to be good Unecssary stress I put on myself I have nobody else I have to get out there Unwind have some fun Wine and dine It's my time to shine You may try to take my kindness for weakness Beg for a ride Minipulate my mind My past is past and that's what I've noticed It's time to make a change I deserve the best this time You have crossed the line All these years I grew impatient Setting mental expectations for you Only in the end to lose Now I grasp new life I'm amazing Didn't need to impress you to get that love from you Always in the end to win I'm so amazing