Pills of Despair

I have been up hills down hills tested molested and abused I have been hurt through unforgiving spinning mills thrills on what to do I was blinded without knowing which way to go misery love company but this time who knows where am I to begin follow this road up hills down hills flowers still grow imaginary fictional stories have been told laying within in puddles of water that flows bench pressing weight worrying woes turned into gravity pulling gravitational poles pulling pulling pass a determined direction times were thought where was the protection why so low why so drawn away as time heals wounds others may say that it takes a strong individual to mature from this never a hug not even a kiss it will take a divine intervention to sooth the soul maybe when young maybe when old putting away pressing away standing on still waters been up the hill so long down hill seems farther but now destiny has brought to me definite door knocking opportunities so many I thought I would never see they were designed just for me for me to be become all that I was destined to be up hills down hills still they have found me