Permission To Hate You

I don’t know what happen that we ended this far This far is our hearts so far apart Apart from all there is no longer a room to enjoy your beam And once upon a time your beam was my reason for my ecstasy Thus I ask permission for me to hate you I don’t know what it is that I did for me to deserve YOUR hate Knowing very well that countless times I said we will fade And now that it is a reality you look at me with disgust like it’s my fault If that is the case then open the curtains so I can give you applause Thus I request your permission for me to hate you Your love and feeling was just like your hair and face FAKE When every day you used a word that you know no meaning of “FATE” And you go and actualize a rumor and you say I don’t have RESPECT In actual fact you are the one that lacks respect for your moral ASPECT Pity, I have no choice but to ask for permission to hate you So much I can say because you blame me that we are now astray I’m sorry I can’t take the blame because for you with my heart my dues are paid So sorry you have no hold over me because you lost that freedom All thanks to you, you have given me keys to my new kingdom My house my rules, because I’m nothing like you and I’m a human, Thus I will ask for permission to hate you When all hope is lost you like to portray a saint Saint… then I supposes it is a mistake Simply because you are living on fake faith And you are unable to maintain the grace I aint no saint nor pretend, hence I ask for permission to hate you None the less I will not hate you simply because I actually LOVE YOU Something I think you still have a long way to learn about I will not hate you because you hated the idea of us But you was overwhelmed by control and loved the feeling of use Well guess you got what you wanted and it is right by you But in the end, for who you are, you don’t deserve my hate.