Permission To Hate You
I don’t know what happen that we ended this far
This far is our hearts so far apart
Apart from all there is no longer a room to enjoy your beam
And once upon a time your beam was my reason for my ecstasy
Thus I ask permission for me to hate you
I don’t know what it is that I did for me to deserve YOUR hate
Knowing very well that countless times I said we will fade
And now that it is a reality you look at me with disgust like it’s my fault
If that is the case then open the curtains so I can give you applause
Thus I request your permission for me to hate you
Your love and feeling was just like your hair and face FAKE
When every day you used a word that you know no meaning of “FATE”
And you go and actualize a rumor and you say I don’t have RESPECT
In actual fact you are the one that lacks respect for your moral ASPECT
Pity, I have no choice but to ask for permission to hate you
So much I can say because you blame me that we are now astray
I’m sorry I can’t take the blame because for you with my heart my dues are paid
So sorry you have no hold over me because you lost that freedom
All thanks to you, you have given me keys to my new kingdom
My house my rules, because I’m nothing like you and I’m a human,
Thus I will ask for permission to hate you
When all hope is lost you like to portray a saint
Saint… then I supposes it is a mistake
Simply because you are living on fake faith
And you are unable to maintain the grace
I aint no saint nor pretend, hence I ask for permission to hate you
None the less I will not hate you simply because I actually LOVE YOU
Something I think you still have a long way to learn about
I will not hate you because you hated the idea of us
But you was overwhelmed by control and loved the feeling of use
Well guess you got what you wanted and it is right by you
But in the end, for who you are, you don’t deserve my hate.
Copyright © Benny Ngwako | Year Posted 2016
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