People and Things

people and things are so disappointing people have stings,things get disheartening selfishness of ones own feelings "begotten" true love ways are soon "forgotten" friends are mean't to love and share but it doesn't mean my lover "how dare" between lovers intimate words are spoken careless whispers and hearts are broken lust and envy, together provoke to turn my marriage into a joke the way you laughed and made me "smile" was it for my lover all the "while" was my loyalty, for your own end? some pay-back, some bloody friend!!! it's amazing just,how people and things break your heart,and boy it stings it's not something that can be brought its something thats felt and seldom taught the words you spoke were so sincere now i wish i'd never had to hear you say my man invited you to my home and i'd hoped and prayed,he'd never roam "he says" he never said those things!!! but still it hurts,yet still it stings didn't;t you know i was down enough!!! i didn't need all this extra stuff i was just starting to find my feet! now my heart misses a beat the funny thing is "he was so loving and bold" but now he seems"so angry and cold" it makes me"wonder"about this gossip and tettle that maybe theres some truth, if only a little he's always said theres "no smoke with out fire" so maybe that night truly you were his desire the saying lust and vice are the devils tool it makes you wonder"out of us"who's the fool since I've heard,I've reasoned and I've cried each of you claiming,that the other has lied i don't suppose i'll ever really know "the truth" one thing i do know you were selfish and uncouth and people and things are hurtful,a disappointment people have stings and things get disheartened,but no enjoyment just selfishness of ones own feelings "loom" true love ways,theres no more room so you had a flirt,you had your fun a final ending,it seems has started,as begun!!! you see I've been loyal,I've been true why couldn't it be that way with you?