Paying It Forward

I've been manipulated to no end. I've been called a loser and lifeless human being till the end of time. But I still find a way to pay it forward, No matter how much it hurts me. My heart won't let me, I keep paying it forward till there's no more to give. It gives me sanity knowing I have made others happy with a smile on there face. To show others peace and harmony. No more manipulation for me again. My mental Illness may have a hold of me, But paying it forward is what it will be.