Pathetic

PATHETIC IS THE WORD desparet is the feeling hurt is the outcome regret is the thought have you ever woken up needing affection the love of a human soul the bliss full touch of the tormented fingerprints needing the warm breath of the calming lover the warm skin on skin body blanket the smile of pure appreciation of your presence overall thats what i needed to feel whole again i messed up and never felt the remose tip toe regret came creeping in after a season of laughter and no emotion tip toe pain came knocking when the attention left my body and into a different world tip toe lonliness was just the everyday feeling of an pathetic heart. i closed my eyes and rang him once rang him twice and "hello" he said realising how much i missed that voice i tend to speak my problem and the coldness of a human who has moved on simply tells me that im wasting my time and i cant get him back pathetic is how i feel.