Password Denied

I woke up and forgot my password. Everything seems back-assword. It must be somewhere, but mislaid, among a paper mountain, I'm afraid. Something's really weird and strange. Has my brain been rearranged? As this odd feeling lingers, I can't even feel my fingers, and while my digits seem fat and numb, they won't even oppose my thumb. My vision's blurry and I feel weak. When I open up my mouth to speak, instead of meaningful words, out flies butterflies and birds. Even when I try to scream like a kettle blowing steam, there is not a single sound - just a silence that's profound. The sun looks more green than yellow, and the ground is made of jello. I'm not sure who I am. Can you tell me my name? I was someone when I went to bed. Maybe, now I'm somebody else instead. Am I gone?  Will I be missed? Or do I not even exist? I wish I knew where I reside - once again, "Password Denied". Consider this an SOS. Please send help to my address.