Parvenu

It all came to me simply right out of the blue. I was up against those war raging winds again. I rose up to a failure of my life way back when. But it was just like that and immediately I knew. Abba they cry to my Father , Please! Please renew. We are just crying out for we all come through sin. We’re sin sick and do not honor where we’ve been. It is in the air it is in the water it is definite parvenu. Give me my purpose give me meaning for being in this. I will absorb it and transform it to thought of my matter. I shall come out negative or positive still blowing a kiss. My thoughts my feelings my life already utterly a shatter. Devastatingly! I have been denied, Yet, miraculously! I have survived.