Part of Me

Part of me wants
To bear wings and flee
Part of me wants to stay
For life is beautiful this way

Part of me is intuitive
And seek the light of heaven
Part of me is logical
And seek factual truth

Part me wants to be happy
And ignores the cries of humanity
Part of me cares about others
And cries for the sufferings of human beings

Part me wants to be part of universe
And think of doing things bigger than myself
Par of me love its abode
And procrastinate major things

Part of me wants to be recognized
Part of me wants to remain unknown
Part of me wants to be pampered and loved 
While the other part is rational and loves sanity

In Conflict between being nobody and somebody
I am passing my life or rather it is passing me by

Stuck between mind and heart,
Possible and impossible... 
Easy and hard... 
I grew up, and I am still living
Unable to figure out... 
Purpose of my existence

(~Paghunda Zahid)
Copyright © | Year Posted 2020

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Riabi Dziri Avatar
August 31, 2020 at 11:31 AM
Wow! You have spilled what is going inside the soul of pondering and wondering! You are amazingly depicting the human soul dualities! I so much liked and enjoyed what you have beautifully crafted! Best regards and blessings.
Zahid Avatar
August 31, 2020 at 12:10 PM
I am glad you enjoyed it. Humbled :)
Makama Avatar
June 25, 2020 at 3:58 PM
Oh dear.. What a lovely piece you have here. Your craft is definitely seasoned with lots of creativity. Great poem.
Zahid Avatar
December 18, 2021 at 3:34 AM
Thank you Funom
Sietesantos Avatar
June 21, 2020 at 12:28 PM
Brilliant poem, Paghunda! As we go through life, we humans will always be challenged and conflicted by our changing values, emotions, circumstances, etc. But we have to do the best we can to live our best life every day! Hugs. Pandita
Zahid Avatar
June 21, 2020 at 1:11 PM
Yeah, we have to move on. Thanks!
Makama Avatar
June 15, 2020 at 4:15 PM
Remarkable lines, true words, amazing piece from a very deep and wise mind. I love every bit of this. Great work Paghunda.
Zahid Avatar
June 15, 2020 at 6:10 PM
Thank you Makama
Callus Avatar
June 14, 2020 at 10:14 AM
You ably point out some of the endless conflicts which accompany us through life, Paghunda. I am sure that you have the ability to weigh and make valid choices. ~ Best regards // paul
Zahid Avatar
June 14, 2020 at 10:59 AM
Yeah, every now and then we find ourselves in the middle of a conflict. Thank you for the good wishes. Paul
Wolf Avatar
June 13, 2020 at 10:39 PM
Enjoyed your reflections on the conundrum of existence, the pull and tug between the soul and the flesh. Write on, Paghunda! Thanks, Gershon
Zahid Avatar
June 14, 2020 at 5:33 AM
Thanks Wolf
Horsman Avatar
June 10, 2020 at 12:16 AM
There is always good, Paghunda on any side of a situation, confusing yes,,but some amazing poetry such as yours, comes out of the unsettlement.
Zahid Avatar
June 13, 2020 at 1:38 PM
Thank you Harry. So nice of you.
One Avatar
June 7, 2020 at 6:30 AM
This is part of life and sometimes it can be confusing.... There is always a conflict in our mind, i hope you find your answers... Great poem...
Zahid Avatar
June 13, 2020 at 1:38 PM
Ywah, thanks
Pigeon Tart Avatar
June 6, 2020 at 8:31 PM
I am sure many if not most people would relate to this. ~mo
Zahid Avatar
August 31, 2020 at 12:11 PM
Remind me of Hamlet's to be or not to be... Lol
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