Paranoid

Reality - what it's really like, save paranoid I'll attempt explaining, why I won't make eye contact can't look you in thee eye, I'd rather be in a void some take this as being shy, why complain this or that I trust no one, I judge no one Direct questions O' I do shun eccentric, nah! Just, going it alone avoid catastrophic disturbances also confusion Reasoning unsound, why blame peace an order I'll set, with my back to a wall, for no intrusion feeling disregard for any direct instruction to struggle with having a harmless disturbance visitors, new faces I think they came to spy my life, an open book, people complain without reason some are aware, that know me, how hard I try moving continually, Paranoia will destroy ya, why why Is there no cure for such behavior only when I let it get that best of me truth is- I want to be safe, undisturbed, forever give in to Paranoia, ill eh? I need to feel I'm free