Painting People's Reactions Ahead

Truly there is a bit of craziness in my heart’s mind
As she colors people beautiful
Even when they are mean
Fierce
And 
Unrealistically
Angry
At me, but will not tell me why.

Feeling unsafe, and insecure
Painting people's reactions ahead in my thought’s brains
Expecting something that is insanely
Fantastical
And
Maniacally
Combative
Seeing a
Horrible ending
Due to lack of
Communication.


Able to methodically
Sterilize and homogenize
Other’s irrational ugly 
Self-defeating thoughts
Yet stubbornly holding
On to my own,
Making myself nuts.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2019

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Rodrigues Avatar
March 15, 2019 at 6:00 AM
Your feelings laid out there. This is what poetry is! Blessings on this early morning here in Georgia.
Krutsinger Avatar
March 15, 2019 at 7:06 AM
Blessings back to you Kim friend!
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