Painting People's Reactions Ahead
Truly there is a bit of craziness in my heart’s mind
As she colors people beautiful
Even when they are mean
At me, but will not tell me why.
Feeling unsafe, and insecure
Painting people's reactions ahead in my thought’s brains
Expecting something that is insanely
Due to lack of
Able to methodically
Sterilize and homogenize
Other’s irrational ugly
Yet stubbornly holding
On to my own,
Making myself nuts.
Copyright © Caren Krutsinger | Year Posted 2019