Pains of Her Past

She laughs, smile and carry herself boldly 
She is shambles, shame even though she is hollow and like sorrow what she learnt was to mask

She masked uncertainty till she made peace
She masked sadness till she became fine 
She learnt how to keep a straight face while she was filled with tears from her heart 

She laughs, smile and carry herself boldly 
She is tears even though she forgets how to cry and most of the time she wants to die 

She is the skinny part of perfection and mirrors lies to try make herself worth it
She goes to bed empty and wakes up with scars not showing her slices of skin

She laughs, smile and carry herself boldly
She plays parts so well making everyone think she is strong even though she is wrong

She wears herself masks from the pains of her past and smile like a well written story

Poet 
Masego Nkuna
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Kaufman Avatar
July 19, 2021 at 2:37 PM
wow how incredibly sad. You depicted her pain so well. It's quite an impressive write. Welcome to the soup and I hope you keep writing. Nancy
Nkuna Avatar
July 22, 2021 at 12:47 PM
Thank you so much, now this gives me hope to continue writing
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