Painful Bloody Tears

My child, the one i left under the care of flies My child, the one i didn't give a chance Mother's heart still bleeds with pain Pain of losing you consciously My child, my hands can't carry your blessed body Cos i'm unworthy to hold on to such a beauty Yet i'm letting you go with a heart full of pity I remember the pains of bringing you to life Mother had to do what she did The situation wouldn't let mother keep you Its with painful bloody tears i dump you And leave you under the care of street cats and big flies Now mother is hating herself all day long I yearn for my baby's joyous angry cries And the feel of his tiny blessed lips on my breasts My baby growing up without me is the best Cos being with your mommy won't give you rest Still i know you deserve more than the street's nest Baby please grow up to be a winner If you can survive life in the streets without being a sinner My child, make me proud and become people's pillar I count on you not to be like me, please differ Mommy is going to miss you so much especially at dinner