Pain Sustains Eternally
Once, I entered insanity with nothing
and walked away with something
can only be explained as knowing
everything is perception
nothing is real
just the really fake
and the only power
is in that which you create
something from nothing
a simple knowing
no one ever knew me
except for what they accepted
from everything but the source
for I am eternal
a nothing existence
in an invisible sun
everything dead
that it touches
Your all just figments
of my imagination
and this whole wide world
a small part of my creation
just for entertainment
I gave you pleasure
never could measure
any ounce of belief
because the image
only ever existed
as a small internal knowing
I knew it was there
I know I existed
while your living only
through my cancerous cells
Words hurt, and pain kills
too many problems
two little pills
no more sorrow
it serves no use
no one cares when they feel abuse
words build into a sentence
as many lines lead me to finish
a guilty closure, a salty sweet
that can't maintain as words to be
I close my eyes, to nod away
the pain sustains, eternally.
Copyright © Bj Fard | Year Posted 2012
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