Pain, Love, and Tears

The ringing in my ears are a continious thing. I hear playing the chilling melody in the distance. I see in front of me the faded picture of him holding me for the longest time . Now as i sit here, earphones in, tears falling on the page, heart exploding, and me writing. Im thinking what is he doing. I hope he is wondering the same about me. At night i have sudden feelings that he is laying in his bed, talking to me as im talking to him. Mother thinks im crazy. I guess i am b/c i fell for your crazy ass.