Pain In Our Love

As I look in your eyes I failed to see it was never truly ever meant to be our relationship you see your painful words were like stabbing knives’ to me you put painful memories into my head can’t you see all that you do to me I was your one true love during that time but I truly never mattered it seemed all you wanted from me was just to be there just to be stingy with me so no one else could ever have me and love me the way I wanted to be as I lay here writing this I’m almost scared to see what my life was turning out to be but I’m making a slow turn around you see I’ll be a stronger more independent smarter women in the end you’ll see me liven the my life like it was meant to be