Pain Can'T Be Beat

Where are you today It's been months since I've heard you I feel like the world sucked out all my blood all of the world's color, now dull all of the birds cry a somber song, waiting for the howling winter winds when they can hibernate early Most times I feel like those birds, wanting to hide away from this treacherous winter, trap my own soul beneath the waves of this vast ocean of sorrows I drown in. Mask the pain hanging onto your beauty, your love but I'm okay to sink I found peace in the submerging I don't know me anymore But I know you and I know you'd say keep going but I'm my mothers daughter I'm swimming in my doubts and all that's yet to come and all that's ever been are weighted to my feet Some pain is bearable but this, this one you can't beat