Pain

There was a time When thunder was my shelter Lightening and rain I adored them Because this was where i could sob And noone would know Id scream And it could be disguised like smile It was like hard tide hitting hard Every time Just when i thought i was gone I was washed ashore undrowned That day went Like all days do But still that terrible ten Always hit like A ship breaking in to two The tears dried I promised my self To never be again teary eyed I learned something from that cry The heart mended I vowed it would never be again broken That throb is still there But never will i feel or cry Or damn even sigh The waves of time will wash over the concealer now a blessing And rain a curse