Pain

Pain

I wish I didn’t feel so alone.
Dealing with these thoughts can be hard on my own.

People seem to think I’m happy- nothing’s wrong.
But, what would they think if they knew my sad song?

My problems seem so small.
I feel so guilty to admit them at all.

Each day I feel sad, numb, on the verge of tears.
Admitting this is one of my biggest fears.

So instead I fake feeling “fine,”
Focusing on others’ problems instead of mine.

But nothing gets better, I feel just as bad.

Depressed, lonely, empty, and most of all- sad.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2011

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January 14, 2011 at 8:06 PM
You describe such a pervasive pain. There is a visceral antidote out there for you! In the meantime, find joy, comfort in uplifting poetry (either written by you or others).
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January 14, 2011 at 5:21 PM
Amanda, I wish i could share nice thoughts with you, but,, i feel sad like your poem.. Depressed, lonely,, and mostly sad.. enjoyed your awesome poem,..p.d.
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