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What's wrong what's right, what's wrong what's not emotional roller coaster and I can't stop it, my pride I gotta swallow it, apologies not because I'm apologetic but because it seems like the easy way out, the words that come out my mouth don't watch what's in my heart, so despite how I feel or how I felt I chose to dearly depart, I'm lost with no map no compass I'm so double minded because yesterday you were the only one I wanted now I'm so threw I guess that was my cue to leave fairy tales only exist in disney movies and I'm too realistic to try and deceive so its best to leave than for no reason stay and grieve I was drowning in that deep blue sea its time to breathe