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My past, its starting to collide with my present but still, its 
still a blessing even tho it feels like a desert...everything 
in life is a lesson, but this one thing may be holding me 
back from true happiness and it has me feeling lesser, 
unless I...follow this threw, everything happens for a 
reason that's why its happening to you! After prayer 
there's that moment of clarity, but my heart needs cpr 
I'm in a state of emergency...my past is still haunting me 
something serious, and that's the one thing I hate telling 
people I fear it...might run them away...but Lord God let 
the old me the, the fear in me slowly decay, let me do it 
your way even it hurts following you does pay, I'm in a 
hurt locker, I need my heart doctor...make me whole, 
don't let me sleep on you I'm taking no dose!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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