Overwhelmed Avalanches of Doubt

So many ways to say one thing More than one way to turn pawn to king Too many turns to the grocery store Which turn shall I take? Countless words to choose from From sunrise to sunset Too many ends to be met With no end So many ways to say one thing How will I say this? <The paralysis of perfection pours A whisper at first Drown out by the delusion of desirability Preserved in acid proclamations of praise Beating echoes in snowy peaks Peaking in phrases veiled in value Pouring Heavy Heavy Heavy On the mountaintop Failure Failure Failure One weakened layer causing seismic shifts Elephant echoes fragmenting snowy ideals Triggering avalanches of lost identity Slabs of fallen promises break loose Forming a track of forbidden truth Too much weight bids perilous Useless words of compliment Descend to a suffocating Ignominious demise Plagued by tiny Thoughts of Fading Perf ect io n