Outsmarting the Riddle

couldnt quite say this question everyone hints at it but the wild card i am is at dismay what could i say the color scheme is disorder the chaos of feg shui something you keep trying to say something well worth repeating another player of this solitaire magic show i wish i would disapear int my own footsteps or crawl out of this empty shell the stars seem so far away glowing in the void of formless questions red carpet led me toward their shallow grave on my shoulder they repent and whisper dig deeper sweetheart its almost over and look the other way no easy way to outsmart the riddle break down the masterpiec to a simple letter and send it along the way something i could never say too clearly otherwise left here standing in my shadows lurking from the hands in the anarchy reaching out of the tears they weep nervous laughter and insanity this is not the riddle this is not the answer food for thought that it is there a way to outsmart the riddle the changing formlessness changing hands to find you hiding fom yourself at last gasp staining your own hands if you have it at last