Outlast

Running in circles I am Nothing ever lasts Seasons change then times pass Dreams smothered in overwhelming emotion Feels like someone is losing devotion Running in circles I am World turned upside down compared to mankind's notions See as the returning withers the oceans Shredded by thorns The feeling to it is numb Yes I know im bleeding I'm not dumb A rose strangled in the struggle It's outcome wraps the beauty into a mud puddle Oh how the silence grows subtle Hating the burden that's mine to bear Sometimes I wish I wasn't there Caught in a trap A damned snare Yet I pretend its marks it left were never there Just something else to pull out my hair Seasons changed and time elapsed Still are many prayers that haven't yet been answered Or yet even asked No doubt in its occurrence but the wait is whats hurting Just have to remind myself its not a race And I don't have to move fast I am outlast