Our private communications Apps

2024.4.24 One year ago, today, at 13:28:00, You installed some Conversation Apps XMPP. A single word "Hi" was sent to my device. Then at 14:28:00, exactly one hour later, I received: "Hi. I am sending you a message". Since then, we continued on messaging one another. Despite we were in the same area, Sitting only 1.5m away from each other. There was no phone number Nor email address needed. The only thing required was Wifi, And users' names "R...." and "P......" You also showed me, How to download songs and musics, Take them home and listen to them Before going home and going to sleep. Compare to you, I knew nothing about technology. According to me, you were an expert in IT. You told me, you never went to school or attended any classes. Just self taught from the internet. I really admired you for that. You patiently helped me when I made mistakes. Explained how to take advantage of the technology. I gave you so much troubles and headache. Little I knew, in return, I brought upon myself heartache. A broken heart when our friendship fell apart. I was a fool to have feelings for you. Can you blame me, when you were so attentive? You had been very kind and supportive. We shared so many things in common. From simple healthy food, to low maintenance, From loving music to playing instruments. We even shared the same passion, You raised awareness of the dirty systems, I actually fought them in actions. I felt your pain in my heart. I wished I could tear them apart, Time heals all wounds but how soon? How soon indeed, for me to forget you? Do you know, how painful for me, To be brain washed by you, Believing in Firmware and all the wonderful Apps, That you introduced and installed on my phone. Now, I have so many problems. And did not know where to go to get help. Does it make you proud if I say that, Only few IT aware of your professional skill. I still miss you despite I tried Very hard to forget and to say goodbye.