Our dilemma

we signed up for earth life with memory erased immersed in trance to grow in love and wisdom learning breath by breath by touch but ego hijacked stuporous awareness whence we deludedly believed we are form and so nurtured lust and greed mirrored by fear even though deep down we did recognise that organic form is doomed to die and is therefore definitely unreal still we languished in denial fearful to relinquish imagined control continuing to oscillate between opposites trauma bonding with ego and nurturing suffering we found peace in thought rested silence and in moments when love became manifest for in these God gifted immersions ego receded and therefore the path to freedom was self-evident but to extinguish identity whilst heart was beating it was too much of an ask for us to consider even though scriptures validated truth we remained captive to thought alive as a dead man walking