Only If

With tears eroding smiles off my face To u I humbly write this letter in sadness Only if you can read On a fateful heart breaking day Face covered in blood you left us in dismay Only if you had known Blood sugar tied you in a death yoke Helpless and hopelessly captured in orphanage hook We couldn’t only if you were with us But why couldn’t you wait for a grand daughter Sad not to see your first seed as a great doctor Only if you knew so early basket you couldn’t kick In a darkest home down the grave you now dwell Badly missed why for once you don’t say hello Only if you are capable We lost, to the dead dad you now belong Always remembered despite time being so long A decade gone, continue resting in peace