One To Cry With

I have seen the breaking point…still waiting I have reached the end of patience…with nothing I have seen the world go ‘round…in absence I want to be sad with you So you’ll know when I’m happy I want to cry on your shoulder Melt into your body Feel your steady heartbeat Pumping life back into my eyes I would let the intense greyness take over Only for a moment so that you may glimpse Into this strange mind of mine And I can tell you how tragic our feelings are How I have doomed myself and us To such a painfully loving place I would hate to see you with someone else But I would still destroy myself to see you happy As much as I hope and believe it won’t come to it A part of me has already accepted the possibility That I could lose you…all of you But I would have to tell you to know If you had the choice between Everything you wanted and everything I had to give Could you settle?