One Thought of You

Even in your distant dreams, I'm not. But you, in my every breath, I've got. One thought of you is all it takes. To expose all the wounds, the spell it breaks. And how addicted I am to savour that agonizing pain. Glad that all my insecurities, wash with the rain. Comforted I feel and restless too. Affects me to the core, one thought of you. It makes me grin from ear to ear, It makes me cry realizing my fear. A sense of accomplishment for loving you so deep, Penance of not having you, I also keep. One thought of you, has all the potential, To move my world, it being substantial. Even then I crave for your thought, one more, For I have always loved you with anew ardour. Even when I am heartachingly aware, Of the fact that you really wouldn't care. What difference would it make, if I'm not there? I'm not in your thought once, how's it supposed to be fair?