One Part 2

I Ne- Ver Want-ed You to wo-rry a-bout me I Am A-shamed... Li-tter-al-ly ig-nored... so bored Shar-pen me like a sword In-ject ink in my blood I will not cuss.. I will not fuss... I will not wo-rry... For, tru-lly I am true with my-self I am glued to my low self-i-mage I am u-gly... I am not hand-some Like the rest... Cuz I tried my har-dest To write my ve-ry best po-e-try... Guilt o-ver-flowz Ne-ver fails... Ne-ver fails... Ne-ver fails... Feel me... Touch me... I am numb and dumb I am the scum... Of the Earth... I neeeeeeed God's ha-ven-like mirth I wish I was not a-live The curse of my birth as I've Seen in the mir-ror I am in err-or I am like a game with a glitch I can act like, oh no, a ***** O-pen the door I a-dore Leave. Me. A-lone. Wait. Wait. My eyes glow-er I grow on like a Spring flow-er E-ver-y sin-gle ho-ur Seed, I am... Plant me in the river like a damn... Cuz I real-ize... I am as bo-ther-some as a mill-i-on flies No more bi-dding me guh-byes I am u-nigue I am stoo-pid Get rid Of this a-nger boil-ing in me... Get OUT of ME Soothe me down Massage my frown And uplift it Ascend thy lips Descend thy hips Wings of win-ter glow and grow Lear-ning how to deal With the pain so un-real Now, e-ver-y-bo-dy knowz Where the wi-cked wind blowz I am dead in-side But, alive in the out-side I look in-ward then, I look out-ward I am awk-ward... Like being friends with a bird When I am the ant... Lear-ning all o-ver a-gain Like a cute in-fant Like the one right next to me. I en-ded it on a bri-ghter note at least. This verse is mi-ghty beast.