One Long Sleepless Night

One Long Sleepless Night



She has me by the heart

Softly she borrowed through me
All of my defenses
Protecting what I sought to preserve
In the hidden wounds
Of every love I have known
That tore me open
And nailed me up upon its loss

She has softly pulled apart the layers
Of bricked up barricades
And torn down my final
Anguished rejection

She has my heart

And I am stunned by the revelation
It floods me with its truth
And has it’s own spiritual voice

I cannot resist or deny
I am defeated by these tears
I cry

She has me by the heart

Fallen for you
Fallen in every breath
My life
Has been meaningless
I cannot dare to look back
And see myself
Without you

Fallen for you
Fallen in every breath
I am astounded by the depth
Of this love

I just cannot defend myself

I am overwhelmed

How you have my heart
It’s such a complete surprise
How these tears of laughter
Fall from my eyes
My own confession 

I realise

Colin

She has your heart
Copyright © | Year Posted 2009

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Devonshire Avatar
April 21, 2009 at 4:28 PM
Many of us share the anxiety you express. It's difficult to break down those barriers and let new love into our hearts. Still, I am glad "She has your heart." One like you who has such deep feelings deserves to be loved. Best wishes, Carolyn
Moreno Avatar
April 20, 2009 at 12:38 PM
Lovelorn is hard to deal with, great write and I hope things get better...Raul
Winter Avatar
April 20, 2009 at 11:20 AM
It is beautiful to fall in love. Hope she treats your heart with all the love you are dreaming of. It is so beautiful to fall in love. What a poet you are. Love, Shar
Orozco Avatar
April 20, 2009 at 7:35 AM
I really like this piece! Nice job - darkpoet
Richards Avatar
April 20, 2009 at 6:48 AM
Someone who truly holds the gift of love, can break down the defenses, tear down the fences that we build around ourselves....when you find real love, you find trust, and that frees you of those walls. This is one truly beautiful description of the kind of love people spend their whole lives seeking. A wonderful poem, Colin...just wonderful. Love, Carrie
Jordan Avatar
April 20, 2009 at 6:28 AM
Colin this is a great poem - one of the best I believe I have ever read in my life - I'm taken back by the sheer truth written with-in - You broke the mold bro and this is going into my favorite poems, wish I could put it on top of that list - OUTSTANDING POETRY- that I just adore - God Bless you and your love my friend, MJ
Shahwan Avatar
April 20, 2009 at 6:20 AM
BBBBBBBBBBeautiful.
Ginn Avatar
April 20, 2009 at 6:13 AM
Oh Colin not everybody is able to love as deeply as this especially after the years add to the brokeness of past loves. I wish you love.
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