One day soon

How can I write about happiness? When everything around me is fake? How can the world keep on turning? Surely it’s all a mistake? Why are my eyes full of tears? When people ignore me I cry, People would be shocked to hear it Because I’m the master of disguise. I’m acting like I have loads of friends I’m acting like people I know care, Truth is I’m lonely y’see And nobody is fully aware. Can you truly ever know someone? When you keep painful memories within , The world only sees what you show it And I really don’t know where to begin. I’m hoping that one day soon When my feelings are a little more clear, I’ll of stopped hiding away And will no longer be living in fear. My heart wants to live everyday My mind wants to lock me inside, Time to let my heart rule my head now Enjoy life and live it with pride.