On Reflection

Periodically each day I pause,
consider the world around me:
strapped as I am in my
steel Ford cage going somewhere
that could be anywhere,
yet only where I decide to be;
and here I am again,
walking through a treed countryside
yet suddenly, there are black and white sneakers
dangling from overhead wires.

And there I go:
struggling in front of years
of guilt and shame,
and wasted opportunity,
and forfeit love;
and there I go again,
with self-condemnation,
even my unspoken intonation
mimicking speech patterns.

From, ""Here I am," to, "There I go,"
and back again and again 
in a once besotted brain
that now remarks more on the obvious.
We all go toward something
taking mental notes and past along.
I think it has become too late
to rethink things.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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Breidenthal Avatar
April 1, 2012 at 1:27 PM
Well said !!! I liked this one a lot. You seem like a very interesting person - in a good way of course. 8) Always, Laura
Novotny Avatar
April 2, 2012 at 2:32 PM
Thank you. Interesting is an aspiration of mine ;) - Chuck
Bauer Avatar
January 31, 2012 at 10:17 AM
maybe too late to rethink things but not too late to move forward and think of new things. this is a wonderful poem! thanks for providing me with some good reading this morning.
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