On My Own

Where were you when I was down
and needed you to lend me a hand?
Where were you when I was weak
and needed to lean onto you?
Where were you when I was lonely
and needed you to be by my side?
Where were you when I was 
beset with doubts and fears 
and needed your assurance?

Now I have come to depend on myself
and need you no more,
Now I feel secured down here 
and do not need to be picked up,
Darkness had held me in its comforting arms
for many silent nights
Now I do not need the blinding rays of light
Nor do I need the guiding trail 
to show me the way,
In the wild ways of wilderness
I have now come to find my sanctuary.

In the midst of the gathering fog
I stand alone,
I am the one who set sail
in the foreboding storm,
Now I see clearly in the darkness
and savor the lilt of the stormy nights, 
I can sail calmly into the wild seas		
and fault no one 
if I hit the rocky shores,
For I am the master of my fate
and
I will unflinchingly yield 
to the death’s overtures…
Then so be it!



~"I'm a Survivor" contest by Julie Rodeheaver
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Roper Avatar
August 31, 2017 at 6:31 PM
Wonderful write, Abdul, I see congratulations are in order.... Congratulation!!!
Barden Avatar
August 30, 2017 at 1:06 AM
Amen - we are the commanders of our own ships, and no one to blame or praise but ourselves ... I think you deserve praise, and have certainly survived. Blessings and congrats on your win, Abdul!
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August 26, 2017 at 6:54 PM
A powerful poem for the contest Abdul. I hope it does well :)
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