Oh Lord, Why Make Me Choose

Oh Lord!  why make me choose
My daughter, my grandson, my heart aches to lose
Fun and laughter that’s how it starts
But so often it happens the light turns to dark
In a flash or a moment the sunshine has gone
Darkness and sadness devour the fun
Once I could soothe things or so I thought
Those moments of pain that saddened my heart
But now it just seems I’m a meddling old man 
Who’s spoiling the kid, well maybe I am
And now I stand by and watch things unfurl
My stomach churning, my head in a whirl
My head says no more, keep away but I don’t know
Because of my  love watching him grow
It’s the essence of life my reason to live
Seeing my kids and my grandkids living Gods one time gig.
And perhaps I am wrong I really don’t know
But what can I do, I'll love them both for evermore
Copyright © | Year Posted 2015

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January 30, 2016 at 11:23 AM
Hi David,, A great pleasure to find and read your pen today. Love ** SKAT **
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November 5, 2015 at 12:25 AM
so much love for our children it's just something about being a grandparent that makes us go gaga it's a love so strong an unbreakable bond, stay strong ~Luv Linda
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November 5, 2015 at 1:34 AM
It sends my head spinning sometime, but I suppose that's how it's supposed to be. Love your comment, thank you :-)x Dave
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November 3, 2015 at 7:09 AM
David, there is a purpose of everything.. I see within the lines your deep love to your family and sadness too.. Be well and pray!~Olive Eloisa God bless you!
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November 3, 2015 at 10:24 AM
Olive Eloisa thank you for your kind words, I'm sure things will settle given time :-)x
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