O Butterfly

O Butterfly O butterfly Oh beautiful fly After Gently touching my cheek And kissing on my lips Looking deep into my eyes Planting a tree of life In my heart Filling the essence of beauty In my mind Making me a philosopher Making me a diehard lover Making my eyes blind And you escaped into the place Which is nowhere in this world. Is it fair dear? How can and where can I search you? Didn’t I sacrifice my life For your love? Didn’t I give you my heart To you? Didn’t I make you queen of This universe? Didn’t I make you an angel And worship you with my Devotion? Didn’t I light the lamp with Sparkles of your beauty? Didn’t I make you the light In this dark life And didn’t I make you my spouse Of my life? Didn’t I make you as my path To the salvation And didn’t I lead a life of solitude With your invisible companion? Despite I’m doing the meditation Of love Why don’t you show you up to me And why do you play hide and seek With this ages aged man? This life ends in a while This light goes off in a short while Then can I search you In this vast universe And how can I identify you Among those stars Sparkling in the sky? How can I catch you up And I can’t lose you by born again Into this world of death. May be I lose you because of my Depravity And I may lose you forever for my Injustice to you I’ m so much afraid of. O darling! Don’t you pardon me And will you not show mercy upon me? Don’t you please approach me And hug me and absorb me And dissolve me in your love And merge me into your heart With your embrace And don’t you make me empty And fill me in your existence And Don’t you make me nucleus Of every atom of your Substance? I wrote so many letters to you With my poetry In all the languages And no language is left in this Universe. My eyes are dried up. My thoughts are exhausted And my mind is just empty Seeking you to fill in. I have no time to pray for you As the time is over for me. I surrounded you as ether Emptiness As unexplainable feeling And as an infinite being. I’m so much prepared to be Occupied by you And waiting in the depth of My heart to be unified with you. With divine love Your disciple © Ramakrishna Chowdary Jasthi 02.08.2021