Nowhere To Be Seen

I know that things will change, Eventually, That's why I never love, That's why I never show the true feelings I have, Or had, For you, But I can't lie, Nor deny, I had some-type of connection towards you, However when I try to express these hidden wonders, While the skies are blue, The words and actions are no where to be found, Since I have no clue, What to do, No clue where to look, Because I'm busy staring at your eyes, Like it is an open book, But I know, That it is no such thing, Because this world will never bring, A perfect love to me, Since my soul is not clean, And my heart is nowhere to be seen.