Now When Will

Do you think time knows it exist i mean there are 4 seasons does that mean each season is 3 months long A second is equal to 1/86, 400 of a mean solar day. why is the solar day mean i would rather have a kind solar day Seconds minutes hours days fractions of time anew where does zero time start bear with me so if i count a second that 0 starting point is part of another second minute hour numbers just digits based on digits A year seems long but in eternity like a leaf compared to forest a pebble to the earth what are we counting too half light half dark how can we be late i got here now then now became when and will becomes now