Now Or Ever

Its hard to explain the reason she cries when he pushes her away when the walls come up and she starts over its hard to explain what keeps these two apart what stands in the way of what these two could become everything and everyone who pushed the two apart its hard to believe that what he said was what he meant when he said he wanted nothing to do with her when he said he wanted to be left alone its hard to believe that she listened to the words that she took them to heart every syllable that since that day no words have been said its hard to see him happy with another when he is with the other that he smiles when he ignores her in front of everyone its hard to see her cry because she feels so alone because she knows that no one will understand its hard to explain, its hard to believe, and its hard to see that they can never be together now or ever