Now and Then

Still in my mind many years pass A life I didn't remember? now there are endless tears Memories that shame are they real or not? Broken dreams for the future had in mind Secrets you will find inside the mind Blind you were for the child I see Years pass and now I see The so many flashes of abuse That hurt me so in mind, body and soul How could you take my innocence away Which will be loss forever more Ever so blind what you put me through For your own self esteem to make you happy What about me? You cure person indeed Now you can't see the harm you did to me Now that I am growing old I wish I knew what it was to be a child How many others did you take their innocence Was it two or maybe ten or more? I quess you are getting what you deserve In heaven or hell whatever it may be?