Now and Not Now

There are moments when I wish
I thought like a very young child;
No past, 
present or future.
Only now
and not now.
Time; meaningless, painless.

No yesterday; no dark memories
waiting in the hidden corners
of the few fond ones.
Silent, predatory.

No today; no mistakes to make,
words misunderstood;
by accident or calculation.
Bruising, bloody.

No tomorrow; no roads ahead
with twists and turns;
demons around each bend.
Dangerous, lonely.

Only now
and not now.
Time; meaningless, painless.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2021

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Rose  Avatar
May 28, 2021 at 5:22 AM
wow, so deep and so revealing dear poet. Thank you for sharing this wonderful poem today. Glad I stopped by to read.
Miller Avatar
May 28, 2021 at 6:52 AM
Thank you so much for stopping by and for your kind words.
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