Notice Me Before I Leave

Intoxicated in pain Rebellious To the happiness that last for a moment Through the needles and pills I exist in another world Peaceful Defenceless Sight clear I don't see a thing Voices loud, only a muffle sound I pick Heart beating way to hard Couple's of adrenaline flushing in my vein Causing a stir in my system Yelling at the voices that never made me think Walls are closing up on me For a moment I have to blast you (The cruelty of living) Change which comes with breathing Voices that challenge my belief Seems I lost it all a long time ago Still get docked for thinking Therapy never helped Just a date with another I do not trust Leaving lies in truth shade Confused, know I didn't get better There are several ways I could have done this Suffocating, running out of fights Staining the concrete with blood Maybe this will bring my feelings alive Or wake in another confinement (To keep fighting).