Nothing To Lose

Nothing to lose My psyche is in disarray Feeling under constant duress I throw tantrums As emotions wreak havoc with my senses My life is not my own I feel unable to be me Everyone wants a piece of me No one wants to know who I am They wish to rearrange me Confusing me Exhausting me I guard my freedom jealously The ability to be me Makes me happy I ferociously cling to my individuality I am no one else but me I have sated and unfilled needs My wants often harass my psyche I sometimes feel deeply unhappy But contentment can sometime comfort me I am a mixture of emotions That often disturb me The melting pot of my mind Is the birth place of my eccentricity I like being me I am thankful for my history I hope to ride the ups and downs That is a life full of variety I want to achieve immense heights I want glory mixed with infamy I have nothing to lose My pride will bolster me My humour will comfort me My resolve will carry me