Nothing New

Monday: Nothings new with me today, I go to school
alone and afraid  I see your happiness and I am safe 
I go home sit alone in my lonely room crying myself to sleep knowing I mess everything up.

Tuesday: Nothings new today except I faked my sickness to cry in my room
instead of seeing you, Cause i know no one cares then I paint a picture on my wrist saying 'i will leave this world alone'.

Wednesday: Nothings new today went to school and cried in the hall nothings new with me today I'm alright and that's all you know.

Thursday: Nothings new today I went to school and saw your face I said hi and you smiled once again I am safe I went back home  and paint another picture and letters and wrote your name deep in my wrist..

Friday: nothings new today I saw you and said goodbye..
 
Saturday:I am alone like always, I hold back all my tears and sorrow and swallow all my pills that I kept away from me for a while until this day.. now i'm gone

Sunday: I still fill the pain I've had all my life . But somethings new today .. I am no longer alive

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Date: 11/15/2014 6:03:00 AM
Very original piece. Nothing new almost always sothing happens in this secret love! like the way things are presented
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Date: 11/14/2014 8:11:00 PM
Oh what a heartbreaking write Megan but so beautifully penned. I am sure many young people can relate to this write and the intense feeling of isolation and inner turmoil:-( Hugs Jan xx
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Date: 10/26/2014 5:12:00 AM
- Warm welcome to PoetrySoup, Meagan- I choose your first great and moving written free verse - Well done ! - Nice to meet you! - Hope you will be satisfied with our "soup family" - we are many .. but has plenty of room for you too- Be kind and keep PoetrySoup as a haven -(Comment on the poetry of others and they will comment on yours.) Thank you for posted your words and thoughts here, I want to come back to read more another day. - oxox // Anne-Lise :)
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Date: 10/25/2014 12:11:00 AM
This is a sad but excellent write! While there are many disappointments in life, we have to be strong and deal with challenges in a positive way. Life is very much worth living - so don't be discouraged! Welcome to PoetrySoup and happy writings! Pandita
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Meagan Sixx
Date: 10/25/2014 7:21:00 PM
Thanks :)
Date: 10/24/2014 6:25:00 PM
Your poem fills me sadness which is your point. . . but don't let these emotions dominate you . . . their is a love that is greater than the loneliness you feel. Here is a haiku for you: Kneeling I pour out my heart, Father, your love I desperately need
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Meagan Sixx
Date: 10/24/2014 10:38:00 PM
thanks and awe thanks
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