Nothing But a Frown

All you think is of the past destroy my confidence and beat me down turn my smile in to a frown, You turn your back with a smile of lust to see me in pain is one big must. Your turning on me the way GOD has for years now your one of the ones wasting my tear. I never thought of you as an enemy till now so how does it feel do you enjoy the fear you've caused do you like to see pain in these eyes or is it more of a thrill you get when you see my eyes filled with tears and my heart shattered to bits you once were the one i'd confide in and say I love you but i guess not today for you've shown me the true feelings you hold in your stare I do see there's hatred you have beneath there you try to fight it but it makes it self known so now I know the true you deep down to the bone.