Notches

Drunk
Breathing
Tension easing

A shove
A name
Momentary pain

And then I know that once again
I’ve made a choice I can’t reclaim
Like every time that’s come before
I feel the sense of self deplore
That washes through my damaged mind.
I loathe that I had gone to find
A man who could affirm my worth 
When all I knew I’d gain is hurt. 

And as I bid that man adieu
All I think about 
Is you.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2017

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Agustin Avatar
September 16, 2025 at 8:50 PM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
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