Not Up To Me

sunrise in the mountains and you're so certain about me. do i ever let you down? when i lost my mind i know you thought there was something to hide but there's nothing to find. empty and off track despite all attempts to make up for what i lack. will you think i'm useless when i start to talk less? don't make it a personal matter because between you and my thoughts i am at home with the latter. not up to me. fragmented memory, remembering the sunrise in the mountains and you're circling all around. between the moments that i still can hold so very dearly. do i ever let you down? i think you see me clearly and you see the empty space. no disgrace. not up to me. but if you get the chance, don't let it slip through your hands. i need to know you understand.