Not the One

I'm sad you're gone I'm sad you've move on I really like you You say you really like me too but Just to get me in bed Take me out, buy me flowers and wine then tell me you're mine All just for sex I wish I didn't feel this way but I'm in my feelings today Still I wish you wouldn't leave I see you find someone better than me I know we haven't talked in a while I just seen your Facebook profile What a beautiful child It seem like when I think I find the one Next thing I know he gone I'm tired of catching feelings and getting left behind I'm tired of wishing and hoping a man is mine Feeling this way led me to talk to God today I told him Im feeling like this I just give up looking for love I quit I feel like I'll never be good enough I can never look at how fine some one is It gets me no where Thats not how I want to live Lord I'll wait on you I cant be let down again I'll let you pick that man I pray that you get him to come to me cause I can not go to him I dont want to be no fool Thinking that it you and thats the devil using his tool to make me feel dumb Lord dont let me be that one who is deceived Lord you take the wheel Lead me