Not Now Not Ever

(True Feelings) This is not the time to be vulnerable. For it not part of my life nor in my calendar. I been through my rough times but had few good ones. I will never let my past make me vulnerable not now not ever. Writing these memories was hard indeed. I buried them so well I forgotten they ever happened. When you try to make a future for yourself this what's needed To happen. For if I didn't then I would be a mentally ill and become crazy as hell. You can try to remind what you had put me through father dearest and others. But I let you know now for doing that I will use it to let know the truth of you. You have your world and I have mines while you aging from All you have done. I will make sure I write the prophecy of all The nightmare you had caused. I see your followers are not far behind. With they malpractice and pen and paper on hand. I will not she'd no tears but become stronger from it all. in case you didn't know It made me stronger till you become in distress. The past will never make me become vulnerable, it's not Part of my calendar nor my life and future bless it be.